Resistance

I fell in love last night
Well, it was more like a pleasant slip into darkness
Embraced by a good time
They say the freaks come out at night
And that's why I should've stayed my ass at home
Because I was feeling free to be me
And before I knew it
He had smitten me
Intrigued me like a complex puzzle
But the mood was so easy
Kinda like a game of tic- tac- toe
How most of the time no one ever wins
But you don't really feel like you loss
We just play for the fun of it
At no expense and no cost
But maybe I did pay too much
Attention to the fact that his chest bulge
Like that battle back in history
And now I'm waring with the thought
On whether or not I should indulge
Damn temptation is sweet
And hot like fire
I wanna blame it on the devil
But this is my flesh's desire
I know I'm supposed to kill this thing daily
But I've never been a murderer
Maybe a lustful fornicator
Drunk and a worrier
And that's why I can't help but think
Why he didn't ask for my number
I mean how else are we supposed to be together
And that's the point exactly
We not now, not never
Because it's my flesh that wants to be with him
And this thing has got to die
First time in life pain before pleasure
So don't trip when you see a tear in my eye
Because to have a piece of candy in it and can't have a taste
Is enough to make you cry
But in due time the sorrow will dry
Because victory is much sweeter
And the woman strong enough to overcome this sinful nature
I have to meet her
So goodbye world
I must venture to a better place
Yes it was fun discovering good times
But now I must seek God's face